calina
looking at the date that i last post, it's been more than 1 year. i guess nobody will ever come here and read my blog le... the abandon blog... but all the better, now i dun nid to be careful with wad i write here...since i entered uni, so many things happened... and i have changed. looking at those pic that i used to upload, i am no longer the gal before. i used to live life very luxurously but now i am much simpler... i used to go town almost 5 times a week, and now it's been a long while since i set foot there... i know i prob shld be studying for my exams but part of me just simply wanna take a break, so i here blogging abt my simple life...in my almost 2 years in uni, i met all kinds of pple... really all kinds, some are the kind where u think to yourself, we are gg to be friends forever, while there are those down right bastards too. i do consider myself as rather easy going but sometimes these people really push me to my limits... if u wanna climb up the ladder, dun step on me... I WILL NOT BE UR STEPPING STONE... but then these people can be so stupid, prob due to their lack of EQ that's y alot of pple are against. just tt they dun know... low EQ... hahahai have been chatting with a friend regd relationships... i realised i gain more insights as compared to the past. but then i believe people who behaves the way they are is not because they really want to, but it was simply that they were hurt too badly... i did walk down that path, even though thinking back, i was not really hurt that badly... i know my best friend also went down the same route... we shared info hahaha... but ultimately what we got out of it was something even more painful then the hurt we felt. to hurt someone is more painful than pple hurting u... cos u can always hate the people who hurt u but how can u possibly hate urself? i know of someone who is hurting really bad, but this person just dun know... as a fren, i will try to make u turn back and dun walk the same path as me, but it's gg to hard as this path can appear fun and exciting in the beginning and very addictive( as claimed by best fren) haha... haiz... back to happy things, even though i have not been gg out much to shop, but i did do some online shopping thou... was camping out at some webbies, bought a black skirt from one, very satisfied... however got one shop, like shit sia... the dresses i bought was so sheer even though i bought black colour, my fren R she bought white, it was practically see through... hahaha... i shall blacklist this HORRIBLE shop... karma will hit them.... lolright now cca stopped, not used to days without trainings. though i dun get in the water much, but the interaction i have with the trainees is something that i really treasure... i hope i can always be a part of this cca.today i was eating a certain hall canteen in sch... i order some rice and dish then when it came, i was happily eating when i notice something green crawling. looking close, on one of the vegetable garnish, there was a freaking worm. it is not those tini kind. this was a huge catepillar. how could i miss it when the dish came... seriously... these late nights are causing me to be so blur... my tian... hahahahaha...totally looking forward to after exams, got plenty of stuff to do... me and my fren C are gg to take over our cca, me as the P, she as vp, but poor gal injured her hand real bad tt she needs to go for ,mulitple op. she even joked we can have meetings in her ward... hahaha... but to think, i think we really got alot of things to do, alot of revamp i guess... new ideas to attract freshies...for now i shall not think to much, just focus on my shitty exams and after tt, play!!!
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