calina
i am feeling very upset... have u ever been so sick tt u think u will just die tmr... some pple just dun get it, i am stressed, i know u are too. why the heck do u have to flare up at me. if today is my last day on earth, i bet u will regret, so stop threatening me. u think i do not feel anything? all these while, u are the one who put me on the rollar coaster. i think some day i will go mad seriously. sometimes u treat me so well, and when i reciprocate, u tell the whole world. i have pride, i dun need the world to do what i do for u. so pls stop embarrassing me. i am already damn pissed that u tell ur frens my results. i dun even disclose to my frens until they force it out of me. some pple even use it to rub salt to the wound. some of ur frens arent nice. just because some of them pretend to support u when... doesnt mean u have to tell them everything. i have a long list of examples of them being selfish and keeping stuff from u. wadever it is, no matter how much good you meant. let me heal... i need time, a 15yr scar wun heal that fast. but for now, i need all the strength to recover and go on. i am really tired...
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