calina
I have been feeling rather moody and depressed the past 2 days. I cannot really pin point the reason why, cos there are too many factors causing me to feel this way. I am under ALOT of stress,stress from the teachers, stressed abt the major event and some other stuffs i dun wish to elaborate. I really feel like crying, but i will control. It seems that I am doing everything, and at the end of the day, someone actually say, you are leaving soon and now i dun haf a say in anything. WTH, i lead us to wad we are today and this is the respect i get. I got so many things to do that sometimes i forget stuff, but i dun mean to forget. I am really tired, I put in alot, all at the expense of my results and i get treated like this. realli realli upset:(
it's been ages since i last posted. reason: plain busy. Life have been seriously hectic recently. No time to even stop to take a breather. Really getting tired, lately my friends seem to be falling sick one by one. guess it's the busy schedule and lousy time table. our time table totally suck man. we get off everyday at 4 plus 5.damn boring. fridays are the worst man, we actually have 3 and half hours to stone. tmr's college day,so boring. i have no choice but to go, haven't been attending sch events lately cos of cca. i guess due to the lack of slp i have been losing my cool lately. my patience seem to be running out, but i have perfect reason for flaring up because these pple are really pissing me off big time. can't wait till 30 may to be over, then i can totally focus on my studies.
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