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If only I had wings so I can fly
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My love for you will never die
If only you could hear me shout your name
LOVE always . . .
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calina
20060730
i was ROBBED. some unscrupulous, ruthless idiot stole my entire pouch. inside got my ez link (my gosh got my gross picture), IC (pic not so bad, but must pay $100), my POSB card, money, my Old sony erisson phone, my gastric(which i will die if dun eat during gastric pain), house key, access pass and resident pass( whoa the criminal can easily enter my house omg!!!), my cash, esprit card(cannot go shopping), popular discount card (cannot buy books le). somemore my mama say she called the locksmith and ask him to change the loc, I must pay for the new lok which cost more than 100 dollar. no money to eat, then surely gastric den no money to see doctor. why... why... must this happen to me. worst still, it wasn't me who lost it. i asked my friend to help me hold for 5mins and it is GONE!!! mysteriously disappeared from her hand. how cunning was the thief? i feel so depressed... omg what if the criminal post my ez link card picture on the net, then how am i going to survive. what if he use my ic to borrow money from loan shark and they come after me for the money (i so poor le). i am so dead, how am i going to live through tmr, the next whole week?
20060725
feeling better le, no need to go for tummy scan YAY!!! tmr go biz meeting, rather excited. Yong Cai tmr cannot make it but it is his turn, haha, i volunteered to help him. hopefully, tmr i wun be so blur and malu myself. after all i am so used to embarrassing myself, so it is nothing new. din't expect life to be so stressful, tmr i got totally no break at all. and i was supposed to recover from my gastric problem, as if it is even possible. luckily for me, all my hw is up to date, now just need to do revision and prepare myself for promos. heard that there is something called the honour roll or honour list, i think they put the top 50 pple. i know i wun be there for mid years, but i will try to squeeze my way up there for promos. i will try my best, but whether or not i can be there is another matter. well it is gonna be a tough fight, LET THE BATTLE BEGIN. wahahahaha
msg to my j2 seniors especially TAY CHOON WEE: would u stop laughing at my ez link card. now the whole world knows my deepest secret. bleahs!!!
msg to my j2 seniors especially TAY CHOON WEE: would u stop laughing at my ez link card. now the whole world knows my deepest secret. bleahs!!!
20060722
finally went to see a doctor. last night was in such a great pain that my mama and papa almost sent me to A&E (accident and emergency). i had no strength to leave the house so i told them the pain disappeared,but actually i was hurting like hell. they left me to sleep, well they slept,while i turned and tossed in pain. i slept for maybe an hour before waking up, got changed and went to see a doctor. i am starting to think that it isn't gastric, but i am not ready to find out the truth. let me put it this way, i am scared...
the pain has not subside yet, since this morning. even the injection by the doctor didn't work. hopefully by tmr, the pain wun be so bad, all i can do now is pray i guess.*~*
the pain has not subside yet, since this morning. even the injection by the doctor didn't work. hopefully by tmr, the pain wun be so bad, all i can do now is pray i guess.*~*
20060719
i just realised that my house nearby don't haf a decent clinic. we really forgotten to look out for this detail when we bought this house. only when we needed one, then we start to question ourselves why haf we been too careless.
today never go to sch :( my gastric pains were simply unbearable. for the past 3 days i haf been poping gastric medicines as if they were sweets. i know it is bad, but really cannot help it. Later must go to sch for chem prac, so sian but cannot miss it la. SPA is coming an i cannot afford to miss any. well i better go submit to my tragic fate and get ready for sch :)
today never go to sch :( my gastric pains were simply unbearable. for the past 3 days i haf been poping gastric medicines as if they were sweets. i know it is bad, but really cannot help it. Later must go to sch for chem prac, so sian but cannot miss it la. SPA is coming an i cannot afford to miss any. well i better go submit to my tragic fate and get ready for sch :)
20060717
now not doing too good... stomach really very pain, suffering from gastric. study too much, no time to eat. i know health is more impt, but there is really no time. i am always behind time, always chasing after it. we were supposed to have one and a half hour break but tutors wanna give us extra lessons, so always cut down our breaks. so sian... thought i got used to JC life, but i guess i was wrong, the past 6 months were the honeymoon period. Now is the painful time. I must work harder... grades aren't really satisfactory, although i know that there are many people who are in the same situation as me. but i must improve! or at least tell myself that i would.
you are the love of my life
i want you
i wish i have you
my mama refuse to accept you
stating silly reasons
but i am crazy about you
i will not give up
i will make u mine someday
i will put in all that i got to have u
i will shower u with so much love
the sight of u make my heart flutter
pls be mine someday
i will love and treasure you
but now i will convince my mama to accept you
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, LET ME INTRODUCE MY NEW LOVE
HAMMY
i am going to buy one.
i want you
i wish i have you
my mama refuse to accept you
stating silly reasons
but i am crazy about you
i will not give up
i will make u mine someday
i will put in all that i got to have u
i will shower u with so much love
the sight of u make my heart flutter
pls be mine someday
i will love and treasure you
but now i will convince my mama to accept you
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, LET ME INTRODUCE MY NEW LOVE
HAMMY
i am going to buy one.
20060716
haiz... very sian... went for GP tuition today, then went out with the gals. Jac bought a bag, not bad looking... then we went to meridian food court for lunch. she treat me a coconut, super refreshing. haha, too bad not drinking under a coconut tree. can't wait for our bbq, at least got something to look forward to or else life seem so meaningless. all we do is study study. went to mustafa again, the sales assistants are so poorly trained. one refused to give me a plastic bag, the other kept forcing me to buy a pump and the last one refused to let me test the good, how would i know whether the good is faulty or not. super pissed off!!!!!! bleah..
haha the long walk helped me cool down, now feel better le. :)
ps: gracie jia you jia you jia you!!!
haha the long walk helped me cool down, now feel better le. :)
ps: gracie jia you jia you jia you!!!
20060713
today super unlucky la. can't believe i actually met a pervert. let me reaccount my horrible experience. daph and i were waiting for bus to go for our maths tuition. then she suddenly dragged me away. i looked behind my shoulders and saw this guy looking at me up and down. then he looked at daph. he caught me staring and quickly turned away. we quickly stood behind this lady and he actually turned his head around and stare at us. he was so perverted, like stripping us naked with his eyes. we were totally freaked out. the lady moved away and we quickly hide behind this group of sec sch kids. i felt very very uneasy... my heart was beating so hard, banging against my rib cage. then a bus came and daph and i ran up, but the bus was terminating at the interchange so there was no point gg up. i was rather worried. luckily our bus came and we boarded. he actually left the bus stop, which means he purposely sit there to look at us. HE IS SUCH A PERVERT!!!
20060711
OMG!!! India, Mumbai got bomb blast. my papa in india leh. how ah? luckily mama just call him and he say he quite far away. but he dun wanna come back home. so pissed off, quick la come home la. so dangerous. somemore so many pple die. it is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20060709
back!!! just got back today from the chalet. very fun, falling more and more in love with sentosa. let me give u a full account of the three days.
day 1
went to school for sports day, only me and pauline were the only exco at the stall. shang and theresa sick, neva come to school or came late respectively. i dun wanna talk alot abt tat cos it is a different story. theresa and i were late coswe stayed back to settle some stuffs after the event. zy and me bought a pizza each from pasta mania, so expensive la. we left habour front at abt 2 something gg 3. we reached sentosa at 3 plus.the queue for the blue line was super long, we could not fit into the first bus, so we were first in the line for the second bus. we waited for quite some time and when the bus came, this 2 idiots(women in their twenties) actually CUT OUR QUEUE. we were all very pissed, but they didn't give a damn. hj and i check into our chalet. the gals took chalet tuas A, while the guys took tuas C. everyone were busy changing clothes while i was practically 'marinating' myself with sunblock.
finally after 15mins, we proceeded to the beach. played volleyball (actually we didn't really played, more likely go pick ball). then we finally gave up, we went KAYAKING,omg it is so fun. i partnered theresa, pz and jy took a boat, hj and zy shared one, while chewy and ray took a single each. we paddled up and down for a while until theresa and i saw a crab. that sent us off on a crab chase. the stupid crab swam very close to the beach, and the waves were really strong. then WAMM!!! a huge wave crash down on us and we capsized. zy and hj laugh at us, then they also capsized wahahaha, retribution man. we buried zy in the sand, super funny... whenever he breathed, the sand cracks, then we took a video of him coming out, like rising from the dead. lol.
then we went for dinner, took a shower. the seniors went swimming while theresa and i watched since we already bathed. after their swim, they took a bath while we went back to our chalet to meet paul, shang and the rest. played cards with the senior before turning in at 3am.
Day 2
woke up at 9am, fresh and awake. but was very disappointed with the turn up rate. all the j1 who said they were supposed to come didn't come, very angry. theresa had to cut away some parts of the game as the number of people playing were very little. CC played a prank on me again, this time he got the entire j2s involved, so naughty la. he said he not feeling well, then say ray and hj got fever or headache. i very worried leh, so many seniors sick, then they dun wanna eat my panadol. watch out CC, i am gg to get u back!!! cousin u must help me k? then the bbq, so much food. the rest were playing bridge. me, stella, youhui and jk managed the bbq. i think i went through facial( steaming of the face to open pores) and sauna, whoa the pit super hot la. but i think i gained lots of experience, next time can have bbq at my house. then finally our video presentation, very touching, expected pple to cry, even prepared tissue in my pocket lor, but all the guys act macho, all controlled. we got zy and theresa to make a speech. then when theresa was talking, i caught someone not paying attention. see the pic below (even ms lim was listening attentively) how can that person be so bad hahahahaha. i caught u, wahahahahaha.
day 1
went to school for sports day, only me and pauline were the only exco at the stall. shang and theresa sick, neva come to school or came late respectively. i dun wanna talk alot abt tat cos it is a different story. theresa and i were late coswe stayed back to settle some stuffs after the event. zy and me bought a pizza each from pasta mania, so expensive la. we left habour front at abt 2 something gg 3. we reached sentosa at 3 plus.the queue for the blue line was super long, we could not fit into the first bus, so we were first in the line for the second bus. we waited for quite some time and when the bus came, this 2 idiots(women in their twenties) actually CUT OUR QUEUE. we were all very pissed, but they didn't give a damn. hj and i check into our chalet. the gals took chalet tuas A, while the guys took tuas C. everyone were busy changing clothes while i was practically 'marinating' myself with sunblock.
finally after 15mins, we proceeded to the beach. played volleyball (actually we didn't really played, more likely go pick ball). then we finally gave up, we went KAYAKING,omg it is so fun. i partnered theresa, pz and jy took a boat, hj and zy shared one, while chewy and ray took a single each. we paddled up and down for a while until theresa and i saw a crab. that sent us off on a crab chase. the stupid crab swam very close to the beach, and the waves were really strong. then WAMM!!! a huge wave crash down on us and we capsized. zy and hj laugh at us, then they also capsized wahahaha, retribution man. we buried zy in the sand, super funny... whenever he breathed, the sand cracks, then we took a video of him coming out, like rising from the dead. lol.
then we went for dinner, took a shower. the seniors went swimming while theresa and i watched since we already bathed. after their swim, they took a bath while we went back to our chalet to meet paul, shang and the rest. played cards with the senior before turning in at 3am.
Day 2
woke up at 9am, fresh and awake. but was very disappointed with the turn up rate. all the j1 who said they were supposed to come didn't come, very angry. theresa had to cut away some parts of the game as the number of people playing were very little. CC played a prank on me again, this time he got the entire j2s involved, so naughty la. he said he not feeling well, then say ray and hj got fever or headache. i very worried leh, so many seniors sick, then they dun wanna eat my panadol. watch out CC, i am gg to get u back!!! cousin u must help me k? then the bbq, so much food. the rest were playing bridge. me, stella, youhui and jk managed the bbq. i think i went through facial( steaming of the face to open pores) and sauna, whoa the pit super hot la. but i think i gained lots of experience, next time can have bbq at my house. then finally our video presentation, very touching, expected pple to cry, even prepared tissue in my pocket lor, but all the guys act macho, all controlled. we got zy and theresa to make a speech. then when theresa was talking, i caught someone not paying attention. see the pic below (even ms lim was listening attentively) how can that person be so bad hahahahaha. i caught u, wahahahahaha.
see playing with the flame of his candle. lol.
after the rest left, we went to take a shower and clear up.zy, hj and me were very bored, so we went for a night walk at abt 12 plus. just nice, outside our chalet, siloso beach got party, then got fireworks. we quickly ran to the beach to watch it, so beautiful!!! we walked from siloso beach to palawan and then back. then zy and i talked through the night. chewy, yvonne and jie ying came to join us later and we played games.
Day 3
slept a little while then woke up at abt 9am, pack my bags then went to check out. reached home at abt 11 something, never bring umbrella so was denched from head to toe.
20060705
feeling very misarable today... everything is not going right... my life is screw up, biz club chalet oso not going very well, put in alot of hardwork, yet some people neva reply. then i am blamed for something which i had not done. feeling really down. never expect things to turn out this way. dunno should i talk to someone, worried my down mood will spread. one person upset is more than enough.
today's probably just a bad day, but never felt this down before. i tried to hide it but it just isn't disappearing, dunno why i am feeling like this. i think i would probably cry myself to sleep. i dunno what i can do to feel better. like there is a stone in my chest. i really dunno. finally what i wanna say is i don't really care, go ahead think what u want. i really give up!!! crap this is a bad day.
today's probably just a bad day, but never felt this down before. i tried to hide it but it just isn't disappearing, dunno why i am feeling like this. i think i would probably cry myself to sleep. i dunno what i can do to feel better. like there is a stone in my chest. i really dunno. finally what i wanna say is i don't really care, go ahead think what u want. i really give up!!! crap this is a bad day.
20060704
sentosa super fun, omg, so many things to do there. today class outing to sentosa, great choice man. i love it!!! we arrived at sentosa at abt 2 something took the blue line to siloso beach. at first when we first get up the bus, it was empty, so our group occupied the back seats. then at dunno which stop, this group of Indian tourists boarded the bus. it was a huge tour group man!!! took at least 5 mins to get up the bus. then they occupied all the available seats. this indian couple spotted 2 empty seats at the back where we were. and they squeezed behind with, i think, teng ming, lynette and lester. they were very thrilled to be at sentosa. they took out their super huge video cam and pass it to the person in front to help them take. and the person sitting in front of them happened to be anna. anna very helpful helped them take, the biggest joke was it was a video camera and they took like 5 mins waving at the camera. we were laughing really hard, then after 5 mins of waving to the screen,then asked anna to pan the camera. and were saying stuff like "take the scenery, very beautiful!!!"
the indian tour group got of the same stop as us which is siloso beach, then their humourous tour guide was like telling the group "at 3.30 we meet at Roti Mama". she repeated like abt 5 times. whoa when we step on siloso beach, we almost go crazy ah. the sand was super hot la. lucky got slippers. we quickly dropped our stuff under a coconut tree. haha. then we went to play volleyball. so embarrassing la. i knock the ball in the opposite direction. it almost fly to the water la.
then we went across to the small island on a small small bridge, so kawaii!!! i love the island. then we went kayaking. half an hour for doubles $12, single $8. partnered tandy, he db got lotsa experience, i have totally no clue how to paddle. paddled for abt 15mins, tandy and tm changed kayak, tm was on a single kayak. so we pulled the 2 kayak side by side, tm threw his paddle over while tandy left his paddle on our kayak. tm quickly scrambled on our kayak, tandy was super slow, and the kayaks started drifting apart. JAMES TANDY FELL INTO THE WATER. hahahaha.
he quickly scrambled up his single kayak, as he was doing so, he cos massive waves, thought singapore got tsunami, and we drifted even further, us in front, tandy backwards. the biggest joke was tandy didn't have a paddle. haha, it was with me!!! i wanted to help back paddle to him, but dunno why we moved forward. so i quickly stopped and tandy had to paddle with his hands. very fun, i learnt alot of kayaking techniques from both of them.
then we went to check out the chalets, hmm... not bad not bad!!! can book for class chalet at the end of the year. lol.
the indian tour group got of the same stop as us which is siloso beach, then their humourous tour guide was like telling the group "at 3.30 we meet at Roti Mama". she repeated like abt 5 times. whoa when we step on siloso beach, we almost go crazy ah. the sand was super hot la. lucky got slippers. we quickly dropped our stuff under a coconut tree. haha. then we went to play volleyball. so embarrassing la. i knock the ball in the opposite direction. it almost fly to the water la.
then we went across to the small island on a small small bridge, so kawaii!!! i love the island. then we went kayaking. half an hour for doubles $12, single $8. partnered tandy, he db got lotsa experience, i have totally no clue how to paddle. paddled for abt 15mins, tandy and tm changed kayak, tm was on a single kayak. so we pulled the 2 kayak side by side, tm threw his paddle over while tandy left his paddle on our kayak. tm quickly scrambled on our kayak, tandy was super slow, and the kayaks started drifting apart. JAMES TANDY FELL INTO THE WATER. hahahaha.
he quickly scrambled up his single kayak, as he was doing so, he cos massive waves, thought singapore got tsunami, and we drifted even further, us in front, tandy backwards. the biggest joke was tandy didn't have a paddle. haha, it was with me!!! i wanted to help back paddle to him, but dunno why we moved forward. so i quickly stopped and tandy had to paddle with his hands. very fun, i learnt alot of kayaking techniques from both of them.
then we went to check out the chalets, hmm... not bad not bad!!! can book for class chalet at the end of the year. lol.
20060702
just got home, had a long but fun day. hehe. woke up at 8.30am, took a shower then went to prepare breakfast for my mum and i before leaving for my tuition. my tutor was kind of nasty, but that did not spoil my good mood. he waited for me outside my classroom, so surprised to see him there cos we were supposed to meet at somerset mrt. anyway so sweet of him. we took the train to marina square to catch the 2pm just my luck by lindsay lohan, we missed it the other time, finally can watch it le, very happy.
after the movie, we went to thai express to eat, very hungry... was stuffing popcorns in the cinema. ordered 1 soft shell crab rice and 1 pineapple rice, love both of them but couldn't decide which one to eat, so he ordered both to share. haha.
very long never been to marina square, it changed so much, got all the branded stores like nike, puma, adidas. we went browsing from shop to shop. after walking for 2 hours or so, we went to the foodcourt for dessert. love the mango ice, yummy. after that we left marina square. walked along the esplanade, whoa so beautiful at night. then he took out my gift or rather gifts. he gave me this four leaf clover necklace, so nice... i was so touched. after handing me the necklace, he handed me a couple's ring, so sweet. i wear it on my index finger, fit just right.
then i open my super fat shoulder bag, and took out his present, whoa my bag so much lighter. he was surprised cos he thought inside my bag was a dictionary, had gp tuition this morning. he offered to carry it when he first saw me, but i refused, scared he see what was inside. lol. we walked a little while more, before he sent me home. i love today!!!
some pictures of our presents.
after the movie, we went to thai express to eat, very hungry... was stuffing popcorns in the cinema. ordered 1 soft shell crab rice and 1 pineapple rice, love both of them but couldn't decide which one to eat, so he ordered both to share. haha.
very long never been to marina square, it changed so much, got all the branded stores like nike, puma, adidas. we went browsing from shop to shop. after walking for 2 hours or so, we went to the foodcourt for dessert. love the mango ice, yummy. after that we left marina square. walked along the esplanade, whoa so beautiful at night. then he took out my gift or rather gifts. he gave me this four leaf clover necklace, so nice... i was so touched. after handing me the necklace, he handed me a couple's ring, so sweet. i wear it on my index finger, fit just right.
then i open my super fat shoulder bag, and took out his present, whoa my bag so much lighter. he was surprised cos he thought inside my bag was a dictionary, had gp tuition this morning. he offered to carry it when he first saw me, but i refused, scared he see what was inside. lol. we walked a little while more, before he sent me home. i love today!!!
some pictures of our presents.
jac took these pics yesterday at the shop, while i was paying. silly gal...
20060701
i so love shopping, it is my HOBBY!!! we went around town looking for the ideal gift, walk up walk down orchard then finally saw it!!! i ran into the store, and ask the saleperson for a new one, then zoom to the cashier and pay. hope he likes it, hm...i dun think i've got a bad taste haha. i can't wait to see his expression when he receives it... grins... then we went to zara, bought this yellow and white top, inside must wear another yellow piece. love it :)
ahhhhhhhh, so excited!!! can wait till tmr comes. hm, 13 hours more...
ahhhhhhhh, so excited!!! can wait till tmr comes. hm, 13 hours more...